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Message: <blockquote data-quote="deleted___account" data-source="post: 303023" data-attributes="member: 192"><p>Ile be the first one here to admit I am fully afraid of it. I do apologize for the fear mongering lately, I'm beyond afraid. My ptsd rules me. It rules me so much I don't function normal in life. 2013, I got sick. Sicker than shit apparently. Went to the ER in bismarck at sanford 2 or 3 days in a row, heart attack symptoms. At the time all I had was a cough until I couldn't breath anymore. Thought it was a heart attack thats all I could think of due to breathing probs. Blood pressure was too high they couldn't do some sort of CT scan to fully look (something with dye)...blah blah,,,eventually they come back and say my heart is being smashed by tons of fluid. Insert pericardial effusion. Ok, lil surgery no big deal right? Surgery goes down, procedure goes right, surgery over, try to wake me up, bam lungs collapse....So full of pnuemonia couldn't breathe. Here we go. Fuckers put me in comba for few days, intubated, i wake up few days later with fighting kidney failure, and the damn pastor is standing over me givin me the piece out speech. Fookers had my legs and arms strapped down for 3 days cuz even under the drugs I didn't give up fighting.  Mind fucked since 2013, permanent lung damage from episode. Corna treatment involves being induced into comba and tubed if it gets bad enuff. I've read that book, don't wanna go there again. Sorry fellas for being a softy.</p></blockquote><p></p>

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