Toby having dealt with a family member who struggled with this you need to forget all this and get straight. Interweb forums don't matter your life does and I wish you the best of luck with getting sober and staying the course.
Go to snipershide there under bolt section guns. There is about 10 pages of info. Frank ran it beside an ai ax and the ruger held its own so that is really impressive.
I found a little one on my dog freaked out called.the.vet had him come in on.Saturday night. Just a fatty tumor vet is a great guy didn't charge any thing for.special visit and easing my mind.