Okay. I am Toby. I created this account after I was fired from TON. Yes I was the shortest termed moderator in the history of that website, yes I was too blunt and overbearing as a moderator, yes I banned a few members myself, yes I should have been a bigger person, and yes I f!ck up. Fishingbuddy is a good website that was gonna survive after my demise...the new roll out didn't help one bit.
If anyone is pissed at me, there are many, I can only offer a deep apology, this is my apology. I am very sorry!! Please don't take my inabilities out on fishingbuddy, it is still a good website. Joan and Davis are both good people, shit, I helped hire Davis. So yes, I f5cked up a wet dream, took many many black eyes and bruises...I f&cked up and I am very sorry for it! Does that even matter, the words I say?
All I ever wanted to do is write about fishing and hunting experiences, write articles that others might find intriguing. I was never meant to be a moderator, I fell flat on my face regarding trying that one. I feel like such a criminal. I was uncertain when Vollmer contacted me regarding writing articles, I told him that there are so many that hate me and I just wanted to be quiet.
I did learn from my new friend Jim, AKA camoman26, and his son Matt...I banned Jim once and then later took him catfishing. Jim knows catfishing and I knew catfishing...the point that I want to make is that you don't truly know anyone behind a computer screen until you meet them...I have a good friend regarding Jim. It opened my eyes fully because you never know who you meet through these websites.
So yeah...I messed up, yes I had a drinking problem 3-4 years ago, I am nowhere near perfect, I didn't mean to piss off people, I am a normal human being, and yes I am going to say this: I am so fucking sorry that I had (chose) to do a job and that job is the worst time I have ever had in my life! Go ahead and kick me in the nuts some more like I haven't already experienced that. I deserve it.
I will not talk about fishingbuddy, I will not talk about Joan or Davis, I will not talk about the bullshit...all I want to do is write articles and talk some shop about guns, ammo, fishing, and maybe some catfishing!
All I want to do is talk about the outdoors, maybe I will write a bit about it too!
Toby